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Do you try harder or do you give up? Do you question why now?
Thing were so easy when you could hear Him. Where is God?
Or what if God's talking to you, but you just can't hear Him or you just don't realise it's Him?
"She sits alone in her room - dark circles under her eyes, tears running down her cheeks. since her teenage years, God has been her fulfillment, but her heart still has gaps - empty spaces, hollow places, unmet longings. and she has prayed, oh how she has prayed for God to give her the desires of her heart. or to take them away. one or the other. but neither has happened. ten long years of waiting,
"How long will You forget me?" she whispers. "forever?"
we may celebrate the goodness of God during times of answered prayer and unexpected blessing, but sooner or later, we all face the silence of God. Israel did (1 sam 3:1), Job did (Job 23:1-9). Asaph did- crying to God all night without answer (Ps77:1-9)
"why do You hide when i am in trouble?" david prayed.(10:1) "do not turn a deaf ear to me," he demanded.
"how long must i struggle... sorrow in my hear every day?"
"turn and answer me:"
even Jesus faced the silence of the Father. What is God doing during his silence? Prepring the answer to our request? maybe. Testing the depth of our devotion? Perhaps. Developing our character? Undoubtedly.
Christian martyrs of old were saw in two out of devotion to Jesus. Why shouldn't we endure a little pain as we mature? Sometimes, however, we may never know why God is keeping quiet. Thankfully God does break His silence
He spoke to Israel and Job and Asaph and David and the silence of Good Friday was followed by the shout of Easter
But, until she hears from God, that girl-representing so many others - sits in her room alone. or is she?
Pray.
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| Hello mello,
I know, 2193820984 days since I've updated. But look on the bright side, the last post was in August. And, it's still August. So, YAYS. HAHAH. And, it's not going to be much of an update either. Sorry :/
Just to let y'all know, trials officially starts tomorrow. Although, mine starts on Thursday.
So, all the best for upcoming trials and exams.
Never give up, Always PUSH.
Pray Until Something Happens.
I got this off from Liyana's fb status,
Never a failure, always a lesson.
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| Hey hey!
It's the beginning of the week. And, Yes, TRIALS is coming so soon :/
My computer needs reformatting. So, i just sent it to the shop to reformat just now.
Guess what? I'm blogging through my iPad now. Haha. No, I'm not typing using the screen.
I'm typing using a keyboard. My mom has the Apple Wireless Keyboard which is really cool.
I can type from one end of my room with my iPad the other side of the room. HAHAH. Super JAKUN.
Don't know from which JUNGLE i come from. HAHA.
Trials is coming. And, we all need to study. Stayed back with Rina&her friend today. I don't know how to spell his name. Later spell wrong, even worse. And, I still want to bake. Shalina brought her really yummy cupcakes and icing today. Should i bake tomorrow? :D :D
Btw, if i'm using my iPad i don't i'll be able to post any pictures. :/ :/ But, not like i always post pictures also. Got super ban yak SS pictures lah. HAHAHA.
I just sorta did my MalaysianStudies essay. I'm so sleepy and tired now. Time to KO.
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I was in the mood to blog 30mins ago,
Sadly, I've lost my mood to do so now.
What am I going to do?
I guess, i should at least give you a little updates and all.
I should really stop ranting so much.
Today's study plan was pretty much a success.
I studied Chemistry. I'm going to go do one Maths Past Year Paper.
And, my class ended early today. My teacher's went for the staff trip.
I'm having a headache now :/
Anyway, PerryLau finally got his specs. And, It has been a camwhore tool for some of us.
Plus. AiLing's camera's duo screen. So, we've been camwhoring the whole week.
We've got 2albums in ONE WEEK.
Look at George! HAHAH. Yes, the one in the middle.
Somehow, he looks like a elf.
Anyway, NERD time. Goodnight!
Sometimes, you just can’t have what you want when you want it.
But that doesn’t mean you can never have it.
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Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello 
*omg, I'm so lifeless.* Update #2 of the month. Not bad, I hope my blogging phase will continue.
It's 8.54am now (By the time I'm done blogging,It's not going to be 8.45am, It's now 9something.) And,NO, I'm not at home. I didn't skip college today. ALL, MOST My teacher's skipped college today. As much as I want to say ALL my teacher's skipped college today, Unfortunately, some of 'em are still in college. Even, Ms.PUN, the ONE teacher I thought would never ever ever ever be ABSENT, She's on MC today. No classes till ONE today. I'm going to make my day very very productive today. At least, I'll try to make it productive. I came up with a new money saving plan for myself. HAHA. I'm not broke, but it's time to learn to spend less and save more. 1. Tell myself and everyone else I'm broke. So, that your friends won't tempt you into spending more money on food or shopping.
** especially, FOOD. I've been spending so much on food. 2. Learn to satisfy my CRAVINGS in a cheaper way.
** stop going to empire everyweek and stop looking for food every half an hour. 3. Bring less money out. So, you wouldn't be tempted to spend those cash. You know what, this i just getting lame. HAHA. I need to stop entertaining myself. I don't think that plan works very well. I tried it yesterday. I packed my own food and brought to college. HAHA. I manage to keep myself in the classroom and not go out for lunch. But, i went to SriKL and had breakfast. After my break, I had LAN. I skipped LAN and went and got myself a plate of SiewMai. After college, after studying with Rina,LiLing&Amir, went to AC and had IndoMee. I even used my parking coins to buy SiewMai, just to make me feel like I didn't pay for the SiewMai. HAHA. Blogging about my failure money saving plan isn't making my day any more productive. HAHA. I should stop and go do something more productive, like try STUDYING.
Okay, time to stop bragging about my failureness, buy myself SiewMai and go do something more productive.
Bye.  
The world is a big place.
There’s millions of places and billions of people
And, ONE person missing isn't the END of the world.
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